Its hard to say goodbye..

Had a great time at Sentosa on Tues. Went there for a youth outing. Have to really cherish the available time with Wai and family. We played frisbee, water captain's ball and soccer there. Was so tired but had lots of fun. Had a first encounter with jellyfish in open water. It was a real big one, probably size of the metal frame of a standing fan..

In chinese there's a saying which means that in this world there isn't a never ending banquet. It goes the same with the time we have with Wai, even though he is leaving only for 3 years ++. Being close with wai and family, even before he leaves, I've already begin to miss Elliot, Wai and Maria. Elliot now calls me kor kor richman, but I wonder if he will still remember me when he grows older and return. Anyway I wish them all the best over at Aussie.

Feelings are such weird things, its so hard to control. I am referring about feelings for the oppo sex. Sometimes you see each other everyday, but feelings might not develope. In some situation, you only get to see that person once a week and you will miss that person through out the other days. When you are not with that person, you'll feel incomplete and lonely, and you really enjoy yourself when that person is around you. The worst situation is when you have feelings for someone, yet you are afraid of confessing it, worrying that you might get rejected and eventually leading to losing a friend as well. That's the situation I am facing now. What should I do? I really don't know. Confess or not to? AHHHHH!! As Christian, there are some areas where we must consider before going into a relationship. The first priority is that he/she must also be a Christian. He/she must not be a blood relative and also not of same sex. God eventually had in mind who is for us and whose not. We will only get to know who your he/she is until you get married. LOL, sounds confusing? Well, just got to take things a step at a time and not rush it as I really don't wanna lose a friend or make things awkard for people. :D