Kids are just kids.. Though they are naughty at times, they have their cute and innocent side as well. Though they often give my headaches, they also give me many reasons to just smile at them and touch their heads. There is a new boy in the centre, Brenden is his name. He is 5 yrs old this year, K1 now. He is so cute.. so innocent, loves to talk, talk a lot.. Was task to shower him yesterday. It was my first time showering a kid, was pretty worried in the beginning but its quite fun to shower him and I think I was pretty good at it. Still trying my best to handle the kids in the best way which will not discourage them but motivate them. Trying my best not to lose my temper at them, not to shout at them. I know its not easy, but I'll keep trying..

4 heavenly headache kings


New Boy in Town


My Angels

Tired...

The 'sian-ness' is back. I sigh almost wherever I go. I am in this stage of life, where I am hanging, neither here nor there. Almost 4 months have past, since I've completed national service. Its time for me to move on to the so called next stage of life. Its either to continue to study or work. If I am to pursue a degree, I have no idea at all what to study. I just don't know what my interest is!! What is wrong with me!!! Finally, temping at a before after school care center, found some interest in teaching. Tried applying for NIE, got rejected the first time. Tried a second, but still no reply after 1 month. Waiting is just so tiring.. such a turmoil.. Especially when there is so certainty to the thing you are waiting for.. I am so tired of waking, eating, sleeping.. So tired of trying to be right with God but keeping failing over and over again. I am not doing what God wants me to.. Am I one of those kingdom subject to be thrown out? God help me..